My love life consists of me loving my life. Relationships are a bonus. I'm not on the prowl for my eternal companion. Not yet anyways. Right now I would rather focus on figuring out what to do with my life. I haven't always felt this way though. Just last year I thought I was going to be married. Obviously it didn't work out and now I have had time to heal. I'm so very glad I didn't get married!In all actuality, relationships scare me. A lot. Will I take one if I feel it's right and there's extreme potential? Of course! However, I just have this nagging fear of being in a relationship that doesn't last. Been through two too many.
I'm not saying I completely shun love. That would be absurd! I love to love! I just haven't found someone who I could love forever. I go on dates, maybe even start to like someone, and then back away because something inside tells me to keep my heart safe.
In time, when I'm not focused on my schooling, I will start looking into it more. Then my love life will hopefully be the never ending fairytale I've always dreamed of!
Smart girl! Hold out for everything because you deserve it!
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